Don't Forget Who You Want to Be!

I can't believe this!
I am outraged at myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something just hit me...and it did really HARD!
I almost forgot who I was.
What I had desired to become, the greatness that everyone testified to me about that they could see unused, unrefined in me and waiting passively for me to burst forth and explode.

Just dawned on me that in two weeks. I haven't seen or touched my Bible or any Bible at all and even worse than that actually I haven't read my bible or any one at that in almost 2months.
Now I'm wondering what happened to the Bible plan, Pstr. Latunde (my gorgeously annointed pstr on campus) encouraged me to start..?

I remember how I swore that 2012 would be a different year for me, one of manifestation, where I truly would embark on a 'Fulfill Purpose Mission'...how I said when I get a new blackberry, I'd scrutinize the contacts I let into my phone, people of value and worth that would enable my grooming and just a week later, my 'bb' yet reeks of contacts that put up nude avatars , send immoral 'BC's' and use vulgar 'pm's' on and yet I'm comfortable.

I'm not trying to play the 'holy art thou' card, but the things I have done and also thought in the past few days and months are unbecoming of a person who has a vision in mind and a passion to impact the world.

This is my fight, I bet you too are facing challenges, but don't give up. We all fall and do crazy things, this aint even about not comitting sin, this is about your God given and driven heart desires...but when you fall, get up back and try again.

There are people out there like us...who aspire to be great, if we lose track of what God has made us and promised us...it will never be the same. Let's look for thos e who will enrich our lives and cause us to shine positively....you must first grow personally and otherwise before you can plant your seeds in others too.

 

I almost forgot who God made me...don't forget who He made you.

“Your time is limited, don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma, which is living the result of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinion drown your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” – Steve Jobs

P.s:
Negative “energy vampires” are not living a life full of happiness and success, yet they will happily drag you down to their level unless you escape their clutches before it is too late!

Thank you.