The word 'soggy' puts an image in my head,
One of a roll of tissue paper submerged in water...
Totally messed up and cant be used again.
Love can be this way at times.
Not all relationships experience this,but it does happen.
It can be depressing and irritating.
Trust me I know.
Ever gotten to the point;
where no matter how much your partner loves you,
Nothing's ever good enough?
Like you just lay back,relaxed but yet criticizing and scruitinizing everything they do.
Being irritated and having feats of denail.
You love,but you are not even certain,
Why you stay?
Why you haven't moved on?
There seems to be a huge disparity between both of you;
Intellectually. Spiritually. Emotionally.
The things he/she says are outright dumb...you just pinch yourself everytime there's a stupid remark.
You hardly ever laugh at their joke.
(Writting about this now is irritating...)
You look at their photograph,wherever you hid it and you keep wondering...
How did I fall in love with you?
When did we get here?
What should I do?
Everytime they seem excited about something...you feel the Angst and bile boiling up in you.
You just never seem to want to agree with them because its glaring that your smarter.
It is true that someone with a lower I.Q may piss you off..but who says your any better?
Funny thing about this kinda feeling is that;
Suprisingly, this persons where once upon a time madly and passionately in love with eachother.
You ask, what went wrong?
The Tissue roll dropped!
Truth is, you wake up one morning feeling all resentful..
Because when the signs showed up,you where too scared to be alone!
You where too scared,to handle it.
You thought it would pass.
Now,every time you look into his/her eyes..you throw up emotionally.
Are these feelings mutual or you never experienced them?
If you haven't GOOD for you.
It's nauseous!
What happened is that;
You loved for all the wrong reasons.
You were impatient.
You settled less for yourself and you have to wake up to the realization every day.
At situations like this, need I mention that physical issues and matters of intimacy are on the down low?
Ehen..now I'm talkin abi?
Truth is,it all starts from something.
Its been existing..no matter where your issue originates from..its all soggy!
Do your self good...
Either you take a walk and throw away the tissue or you dry it out!
Soggy love is not something you want.
Learn to love for all the right reasons and don't sacrifice your happiness for some cheap benefits.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
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