It hurts me and yet i do nothing to better the situation. At times i say or do something that is totally inconsistent with the aspirations i nurture and then i go ahead to make restitutions only to find myself back there again.
Someone, during an intense brickbat said i was hypocritical...i ask if it could be true? That i'd say one thing and resort to do another? Like my last post on facebook before this note, i wrote...'I picture my future and i know exactly what it entails to get there and NO,it's not even Hardwork...it's Wisdom.
It's only foolish that if you claim to have dreams as oppossed to the average individual that you would still be caught doing things detrimental to your future. You have got to watch the association you prioritize. The things you spend and invest quality time in...as a friend once said, "I'm where i am, because of the things i've allowed into my head and heart". YOU HAVE GOT TO MAKE CONSCIOUS EFFORT to seperate yourself from those ties that bind. Right now, i'm creating and gathering for myself momentum to propel and rekindle the flints of my passion back to flame. I'm not intrested anymore in having friends that all we do when together is talk of mundane things that benefit not, while there are young people out there making their lives count. Tired of being a conventional person. I'm challenged to believe that i can do better and i know that you feel just the same way, maybe you are also sick of writing and scribbling your aspirations on paper and not being able to do anything tangible. Lets do it together...i believe we can. Life is too short to just be an onlooker. Be motivated! Do something with your time. Don't let a day slip by without trying to train, practice or prepare. If your big breakthrough would come from singing, then by all means sing everyday.cRecord yourself while performing in the privacy of your bathroom and replay, hear your pitfalls for yourself. If you want to open a buisness and you are broke, then implement your strategies to find possible means to save some more or get your hands occupied by offering people your services for a price. Be motivated! Be the best possible you! kindly ffw @Ehjeerho
